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Karen Walker is my hero! LOL! I want to be the kind of mom who goes around in a fur coat with a "Let them eat cake" attitude and a bottle of booze! Is it beer 30 yet??

Oh, and just kidding about the fur coat part...........

My better judgement

Well, against my better judgement.....which has been compromised, well, always! I took the boys to a birthday party at Chuck E. Cheeses last night. Started at 6.... if I had it my way, they'd be in bed then! Didn't get them to bed until almost 10! What was I thinking???? Sadly enough, it was me! I was the one playing ski ball.... I was the one playing Who Wants to be a Millionare! I got sucked in..... the big, stupid rat got to me... bad!
So, why is it that even when they go to bed late, they don't sleep in????? The word overtired will be the word of the day! And I have been holding out for a "grown up" lunch all week with a dear friend! Will it be worth it to take them for a meal at a restaurant without tubes for them to climb through? I just wanted a real cheeseburger from a real restaurant!
Let's see how the day goes.... at least I can look forward to teaching my zumba class! Now there's a way to work out all those frustrations caused by "overtired" children.......and the cheeseburger too!

Awwww.... POOP!

Well, it's not even 8:30 and I have unclogged a toilet, picked up a pile of poop off the closet floor, and given a spanking.... bare butt! Oh, by the way.... so do not like spanking! And they want me to take them to Chucky E. Cheese's for a birthday party tonight! Yeah, right! Why does every morning feel like a battle?

What is the point??

I don't know if I have any point or purpose to all of this.... I just know sometimes it's easier to just let the thoughts go where they may...... I don't even know anything about blogging! Have you ever written a letter to someone and never mailed it? One of those letters that is filled with your most intimate feelings? Where you have poured your heart out? And then, Poof, like magic, you feel better! That may very well be all this is.... but hopefully not. I hope it's more... what... now that remains to be seen! From the grunting coming from the hallway, I am guessing I have a poopy diaper to take care of!

My revelation

I have always felt like I say alot of things about my kids and my feelings about my kids and being a SAHM that are a bit too honest.....
But today, when the lady behind the counter at Panera told me what a good boy my 2(almost 3) year old son was.... as he sung to himself and spun around behind me, and I replied, we are getting there, I felt like a total negative bitch.... but then I realized what I could have said, would have been way, way worse!
I could have said, yeah, that's better than him slapping the shit outta me... or yanking off the diaper and smearing shit on the wall.....
Why do we feel like we can't be honest about that shit? Well, I am kinda over it. Out of the mind and off the tongue, here it comes! Don't get me wrong, I love my kids, and am happy(most of the time) I can stay home with my kids, but let's face it, it's tough to do this job... haven't I earned the right to tell it like it is!

Today is the day I decided it's ok for me to be honest about my feelings as a mom and wife....